Reflection

Over worrying.
That's my habit from i was kid until now. If you give me a problem. I will quickly being nervous and confused at the same time. I always worry about if it's good to do this or wrong to do that. I always worry what exactly should I do???
The most worry thing: my beloved person left me.
It's like a hell. If it causes by death it's ok, but if it causes by others, it couldn't be forgiven. I love in a quite place, but I won't feel lonely.
Pretending.
Almost people do it. They act what their friends want to be. Pretend to be kind to be accepted by others. Mengalah sama orang yang egois. But it doesn't mean they're stupid. I've thought that means they're smart in taking action. Dunia bakal ancur kalo isinya orang egois semua. If you got tired, just shut up. Let themselves realize how bad they are. And you must realize your bad habits too. Lo gak salah bukan berarti lo benar. Don't blame others. Selama lo gak merasakan kerugian dari 'being kind&nice', keep with that. Even you must to pretend.